Anyway, I'm going into a flare up of symptoms that I have been fighting off for over a week now, but I think I am loosing the battle. Anything can set them off, stress, travel, nothing much at all...and I have them all too frequently and nothing to control the pain with, so I just cope, or not cope, would be the better term, I just suck it up and feel slightly sorry for myself while I'm in pain. It's somewhat like that I have accepted being tired of going to the crap shot docs that want to stick needles in me and 'try' different techniques that I have tried in the past. I also have seen first hand from a family member what those things can do, so there is a fear factor built in. Jump out of a plane? Sure! Come at my spine and hypersensitive nerves with needles, no f*ing way.
Anyway, no food post tonight as I had no energy to deal with any of it all. I don't even know if anyone reads these things so I don't know if it's worth posting them. I have a few in the dust my draft box that I'll get around to polishing them, and maybe posting. Good night world.
My cuddle buddy when I don't feel well. Ashley. I think she's just here for the heating pad on my bed though. I'm not offended though, I don't blame her one bit!
