Another day checked off the calendar of life...

Nothing new today except I'm getting sick.  My immune system is crap.  I have had complex regional pain syndrome as the result of a fairly common surgery done in 2008, but as surgeries can go, something went wrong and I have some nerve related pain issues.  From that I deal with a plethora of issues stacked on top...imagine a game of Jenga if you will.

Anyway, I'm going into a flare up of symptoms that I have been fighting off for over a week now, but I think I am loosing the battle.  Anything can set them off, stress, travel, nothing much at all...and I have them all too frequently and nothing to control the pain with, so I just cope, or not cope, would be the better term, I just suck it up and feel slightly sorry for myself while I'm in pain.  It's somewhat like that I have accepted being tired of going to the crap shot docs that want to stick needles in me and 'try' different techniques that I have tried in the past. I also have seen first hand from a family member what those things can do, so there is a fear factor built in.  Jump out of a plane?  Sure!  Come at my spine and hypersensitive nerves with needles, no f*ing way.  

Anyway, no food post tonight as I had no energy to deal with any of it all.  I don't even know if anyone reads these things so I don't know if it's worth posting them.  I have a few in the dust my draft box that I'll get around to polishing them, and maybe posting.  Good night world. 

My cuddle buddy when I don't feel well. Ashley.  I think she's just here for the heating pad on my bed though.  I'm not offended though, I don't blame her one bit!