I realize now, sadly many, many years too late that life in general has been a game of dominos, much like I played as a child. Several years before I became a legal adult, I balanced the first domino. I don't think my domino line has ever gotten really long without them tumbling down. At this time of my life, it seems like I can't keep one standing. There are so many elements that come and crash the damn things down. I wonder if I am the only one that feels this way, or do others have circles and rows and complete designs on their kitchen floors with them continuously adding more dominos on a daily basis? Is this normal?
People say I analyze things too much. I say I am just trying to understand a world that could be less complex, less exhausting. I want simple, where 2+2 really do add up to be 4. I'm just not sure something like that exists anymore. For the record, I started this blog last year, I just couldn't bring myself to publish it. A lot of things in life have changed. I guess maybe I'm tired of feeling as if I don't have a voice anymore. Maybe I'll blog more, maybe this and tomorrow night's dinner will be it, who knows. We'll just have to see how the dominos fall.
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